to b truth ..

i have a lot to ask you ..
i have a lot to say to you ..
that night ..

but i just cant ..

coz i know things dat i say..not gonna change anything ..
i'll just keep it to myself ..
when there's still chances for me ..
i'll spread out my true feelings to you ..

for sure there isn't any.., right?

wishing u happy always.. with her.

sincerely, im not ready to let go.. but im not gonna force u either..

sometimes, love isn't about having each other..
sometimes love is just about seeing the one that u love..
BEING HAPPY ..

ur not happy with me.. i got it .. ( ;
so

that's what im gonna do starting from now..
so im hoping that u r not gonna misunderstood me.. anymore..

coz we are friends. ( :

its hard ;

every test in our life makes us bitter or better ..
every problem that comes to make us or even break us apart ..
but the choice is ours ..
whether to become a victim ...

or ...

... a victorious ..

live life with no regrets ..
treasure it ...
cos life is short ...

u never know when its gonna END ..
(:

.: Esok :.

HARUS!!

MESTI!!

LEBIH BAIK DARI HARI INI..!!!

p/s; bad tq ntok kaunseling pagi tadi.. i feel much better lepas cakap dgn u..

kalau hari2 dapat kaunseling mcm pagi tdi..life would b better.. :)

.: me?? :.

me = no good with words..

everybody knows that..,
even if i had problem, i'll just stay silence..

didn't want to hurt others feelin, if i did by any chance..
i'm sorry, i didn't mean it.. i don't even realize i did..

hate to argue with all the people that i care about,
people that i love..

but right now ..

i just had lots of things goin on in my head right now..

T_T

but u just wouldn't let me go ..

i need some space,
can u just stop bossing me, telling me wut to do..

PLEASE ..

just gimme a break will u?

not much im asking u..
but can u learn when to stop and listen ..,
if u do care .... about me

@_@

eventhough i know it's not just all about me,
but ..
for the timebeing
for this moment

i really need it

so please .. try to understand me ..

will u??

.: sometimes in life, its happen .:

where..,
people keep telling u what you should and shouldn't do..
people keep pushing u around, bossing u around..

still ..,
the choice is your, its ur life..
fight for it or not
dats the choice u've made ..

the sacrifice u have to made ..,
do it with no regret..

it ur choice was wrong, bad move thought..,
move forward, learn from the past mistakes..
believe in urself..,
u won't do the same mistakes all over again ..

p/s ; to b honest, i wish i could.. but it just keep coming back to me

:. that should b me .:

no matter wut u say to me..
wut u do..
i just keep falling for u..
mengong kan bad ???

p/s; bad tolong kaunseling!!
semua emosi becampoq aduk dah ni.. T_T

who say's

it's true that we don't know what we got until we lost it,
but
it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives..

p/s; trying so hard to move on.. ^-^

.: kau bukan yang terakhir .. :.
=(

masa nya akan tiba .. saat aku bole hidup sendiri ..
tanpa bayang mu lagi .. =)

sometimes what you want isn't always what you get,but in the end
what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

p/s; tolong igt sampai bila2 irah . .=)

.: Better in Time :.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

" if u seek earnestly, u'll b able to find ur way. ."
^.^

.: UTEM :.

pagi2 lagi tep0n dah bising..
06-5552000 . . ??
ngek. no sapa plak nie. . (bermonolog sendiri jap)

aku; helow?

en.M; hel0w, sy en.M dari Utem, nie nadzirah fahaza ka??
aku; err..ya saya? (agak blur)
en.M; kamu masih minat nk blajar lagi ka??
aku; yaya!
en.M; ok klu mcm tuh boleh ke mendaftar 28 July nie? . .blablablabla... (xigt.blur..T_T)
aku; err.. sy perlu discuss ngn pamili dlu.bole saya contact balik nnt. .
en.M; boleh2..bincang dlu dgn pamili, apa2 inform saya balik ya..
aku;tima kaseh.sy akan inform balik..

cal2 pamili sekalian . .
keputusan ;
Utem jauh la..xsempat nk p 28 July nie..
nnt kan boleh apply lagi, jgn risau la..

caling2 en.M;

aku; helo, sy nadzirah fahaza
en.M;o0oh..so mcm mn, boleh ka mendaftar 28 July nie?
aku; sy minta maaf, tak bole nak mendaftar, mmg tak sempat
en.M; xpa,29 July pn bole kalau xsempat..
aku; xpala en.M, sy mmg nk belajar tp xsempat nk mendaftar kt Utem, sy akan apply ntok masukkan awai thn depan ja, sy tolak nie nama xblacklist kan.. :D
en.M; eh,tak2..xpala sy potong nama kamu ya .,
aku; ok2..tima kaseh na en.M ..T_T
en.M; xpa..,next tyme apply la lg ok..
aku; :)

p/s; ruginya..sangat2 nk p..tp xpala..mungkin xda rezeki lagi..
wish me luck next tyme ok.. b p0sitif :)

a friend 0nce said t0 me . . ,

1 day, u will feel tired

and

u d0n't want t0 pretend anymore . .

nadzirah, plss!! b rasional ..

UPM xjauh ok., :)
try harder n u get t0 Uni t0o.. jz like them..

smile plss.. :)