to b truth ..

i have a lot to ask you ..
i have a lot to say to you ..
that night ..

but i just cant ..

coz i know things dat i say..not gonna change anything ..
i'll just keep it to myself ..
when there's still chances for me ..
i'll spread out my true feelings to you ..

for sure there isn't any.., right?

wishing u happy always.. with her.

sincerely, im not ready to let go.. but im not gonna force u either..

sometimes, love isn't about having each other..
sometimes love is just about seeing the one that u love..
BEING HAPPY ..

ur not happy with me.. i got it .. ( ;
so

that's what im gonna do starting from now..
so im hoping that u r not gonna misunderstood me.. anymore..

coz we are friends. ( :

its hard ;

every test in our life makes us bitter or better ..
every problem that comes to make us or even break us apart ..
but the choice is ours ..
whether to become a victim ...

or ...

... a victorious ..

live life with no regrets ..
treasure it ...
cos life is short ...

u never know when its gonna END ..
(:

.: Esok :.

HARUS!!

MESTI!!

LEBIH BAIK DARI HARI INI..!!!

p/s; bad tq ntok kaunseling pagi tadi.. i feel much better lepas cakap dgn u..

kalau hari2 dapat kaunseling mcm pagi tdi..life would b better.. :)

.: me?? :.

me = no good with words..

everybody knows that..,
even if i had problem, i'll just stay silence..

didn't want to hurt others feelin, if i did by any chance..
i'm sorry, i didn't mean it.. i don't even realize i did..

hate to argue with all the people that i care about,
people that i love..

but right now ..

i just had lots of things goin on in my head right now..

T_T

but u just wouldn't let me go ..

i need some space,
can u just stop bossing me, telling me wut to do..

PLEASE ..

just gimme a break will u?

not much im asking u..
but can u learn when to stop and listen ..,
if u do care .... about me

@_@

eventhough i know it's not just all about me,
but ..
for the timebeing
for this moment

i really need it

so please .. try to understand me ..

will u??

.: sometimes in life, its happen .:

where..,
people keep telling u what you should and shouldn't do..
people keep pushing u around, bossing u around..

still ..,
the choice is your, its ur life..
fight for it or not
dats the choice u've made ..

the sacrifice u have to made ..,
do it with no regret..

it ur choice was wrong, bad move thought..,
move forward, learn from the past mistakes..
believe in urself..,
u won't do the same mistakes all over again ..

p/s ; to b honest, i wish i could.. but it just keep coming back to me

:. that should b me .:

no matter wut u say to me..
wut u do..
i just keep falling for u..
mengong kan bad ???

p/s; bad tolong kaunseling!!
semua emosi becampoq aduk dah ni.. T_T

who say's

it's true that we don't know what we got until we lost it,
but
it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives..

p/s; trying so hard to move on.. ^-^

~,~

" i love you as much as you hurt me "
:)
..such a lie..
thanks..

... oul bout " HIM " ... ^,^

all about him

It's Auburn
And J.R.

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team
Every guy was a knock out, Don King
But not none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing
It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha
One day by Starbucks
I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks
He said "Excuse me beautiful," I said, "Aww, shucks"
And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don't do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, "Well, thankyou, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why

But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

No, I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
'Cause I don't need those extra things

It's not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about you)
It's not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about them)
It's all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about me)
And it's all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about him)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said it's all about him, yeah

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don't give a dang, dang, dang
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you, boy
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Dug my way out, blood and fire.
Bad decisions, that's alright.
Welcome to my silly life.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated.
Look i'm still around.


You're so mean, when you talk, about yourself you were wrong.
Change the voices, in your head, make them like you instead.
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.
It's enough! I've done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons, i've seen you do the same.


The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear.
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time.

.. love me OR hate me ..
p.s; 0.0

membebel , membebel . .
please don't make me hate U even more ..
:)

.: kau bukan yang terakhir .. :.
=(

masa nya akan tiba .. saat aku bole hidup sendiri ..
tanpa bayang mu lagi .. =)